I figure I'll probably be tired until the boys turn 18 or I develop a bleeding ulcer and get to lay in a hospital bed for consecutive days..whichever comes first.
I'm still not sleeping. I started ambien. One pill didn't work. Upped it to two. Works like a charm for 7 straight hours.. the problem? I'm supposed to wean myself so I dont get addicted. Umm, too late. I weaned..I don't sleep. I take one. I dont sleep. Days of exhaustion and bad moods set in so..I take two and so, the cycle continues. My DR told me to try melatonin. We'll give it a whirl. On top of that my vitamin D is low. She says I dont get enough sun. I laughed and asked if she thought Blue Cross would cover a trip to the Caribbean.
We're putting our house on the market. Probably not the best time to sell but what a great time to buy and move up. It's been stressing me out (which is no shock since I'm a worrier by nature) and am
A) Afraid we wont get any offers
B)Afraid we will get offers that we will want to jump at but have no place to move to
C) Afraid we will get offers and will need to move in with my parents because we cant pass up the deal to sell but still will have no place to move into that we like
Open house is this Sunday. We'll see.
Boys are tiring me out. Vacation was endless because Oldest was sick two days prior and then we had snow and ice storms the day after school was supposed to start back up. Day one brought us a 90 minute delay which was fine for oldest but meant no preschool for youngest. Day two brought us a 2 hour delay. I'm hoping next week we are back on track. We all need the routine back in our lives.
Some more than others!
I'm still not sleeping. I started ambien. One pill didn't work. Upped it to two. Works like a charm for 7 straight hours.. the problem? I'm supposed to wean myself so I dont get addicted. Umm, too late. I weaned..I don't sleep. I take one. I dont sleep. Days of exhaustion and bad moods set in so..I take two and so, the cycle continues. My DR told me to try melatonin. We'll give it a whirl. On top of that my vitamin D is low. She says I dont get enough sun. I laughed and asked if she thought Blue Cross would cover a trip to the Caribbean.
We're putting our house on the market. Probably not the best time to sell but what a great time to buy and move up. It's been stressing me out (which is no shock since I'm a worrier by nature) and am
A) Afraid we wont get any offers
B)Afraid we will get offers that we will want to jump at but have no place to move to
C) Afraid we will get offers and will need to move in with my parents because we cant pass up the deal to sell but still will have no place to move into that we like
Open house is this Sunday. We'll see.
Boys are tiring me out. Vacation was endless because Oldest was sick two days prior and then we had snow and ice storms the day after school was supposed to start back up. Day one brought us a 90 minute delay which was fine for oldest but meant no preschool for youngest. Day two brought us a 2 hour delay. I'm hoping next week we are back on track. We all need the routine back in our lives.
Some more than others!
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